40 days almost over

Tonight is the last Monday night meeting of BJ's Buddies during this 40 days of community. And if that isn't depressing, then add to it that I am not able to be present tonight. I am in Columbus for work.
First of all this 40 days has been phenomenal. It has changed my life in so many ways. I have been challenged daily as I read the journal. I have experienced a new awareness of what being a servant really is. The books, videos and journals have truly helped me to grow as a christian.
Secondly, Bj's Buddies have personally changed mt life. These ladies are all different and most of us are not real comfortable in being in groups or being a "people person". But each has reached out of their comfort zone and thrived. We have served each other, our community and our church and yet we are left with a feeling of doing so little. As I reflect about these special ladies I think of Rose. She is a quiet, introspective, gentle lady and i get goosebumps hearing her read I Corinthians 13. Doris is always smiling and always willing to serve in any way needed. Janet is a busy lady but committed to this group. Becky is our "CEO", she gets things done. I am a dreamer and I can come up with all sorts of ideas and dreams but Becky cuts through everything and just gets things done and encourages us to do likewise, but in a very gentle way that feels like love. Sharon L has reached out and pitches right in to do more in an already busy life. Emily brings us back to focus by often saying what is truly important. Miss Vicki teaches us how to be real and have faith. Ann a special personal friend of mine, doesn't skip a beat but just enters into discussion and prayer like she has always known all of us. BJ is such a role model, and perfect hostess. Her home is always inviting and she goes the extra mile on everything. (She is also an excellent leader even thought she does not like the word "leader:. Ginger is a lady that I did not know really at all until this group and her wisdom and view on God and service truly opens my eyes. Jean has such a quiet demeanor and she just exudes charm and genuineness. Judy stays involved in our group and adds so much wisdom to us "buddies". Barbara is a very strong lady and has let us share in her accomplishment of graduation from college. Phyllis is one that shares and is truly honest with us. She encourages and updates us. Last but not least, is Sharon M. my co facilitator. See I am the one who usually talks and prods others to share their view. So I truly "facilitate" or get discussion going. But Sharon is the one that keeps track of cards to be sent, people to add to prayer list, etc. In fact she is the heart and soul of the group. I am a procrastinator and she keeps in on target and focused. I thank God for this wonderful group of ladies and all they mean to me. I am so excited about this group and where we go from here. I am truly convinced that there is nothing that this group of ladies can not do once they make up their minds.
As for being in Columbus, It is for a conference where I am learning better ways to help my clients. So it also is a blessing, because it enables me to serve others and get paid for it. I am staying with Lisa and Brian is with me, job hunting in Columbus. He has a job interview tomorrow. I am praying that he will be led to a job that will help to grow spiritually. Lisa is being the perfect hostess.
Karen called today and she had tests on her kidney completed today. So far it looks good but she goes back next Monday to get full results and also to talk about the blood count and make sure everything is alright. God is good. Pray for Casa as it is in a time of change.........